Life is sad....~

HUmans are weak !

2011-10-24T19:45:00.003+08:00

Nothing will change ~
Humans that are weak always will be weak no matter how much times goes by.
But weakness is not always a bad thing.
Humans are weak by nature after all.
It's not easy to be alone, and therefore we go to school.
Where we have friends.
We work together,play and always progress.
The clumsy ones may run into more walls than others,and they might also take the longer way to get there.
But as long as we believe in tomorrow and put one foot before the other, we'll be able to find our strength.
If you lead a strong life,you'll be able to smile.
i must live a stronger life ! =)

My Photography shot ^_^"

Sup Blog ! =D

2011-09-19T18:56:00.000+08:00

I Guess nothing much is going ? Just went out to watch movies , have fun and play all day ! xD
and my primary school friends created a GROUP !? LOL??
and now we can get back to the old memories ! =\ they changed so much !
okay i just can't wait for Thursday BADMINTON !!! Play Play Play !!
Life is getting pretty much better ^_^"
Regrets ? Just don't do the same mistake again, we just can't change the past =\

Study ! and Life Goes On~

2011-09-02T21:45:00.000+08:00

=\ i hope can get A !
Thats all BLOGGY ! =D I'll be back soon =)

This Week busy keep Studying :O !!
Teachers day went back to whitley =D Saw My FORM TEACHER AWESOME ! she's leaving after this year... haiss~ saded ..
well ~ life >_<"
Ohhh guess what blog ~ =\ i saw HER ! ;)
She seems okay but still cold towards me ^_^" LOL ! o well =\ expected so no surprise ~
blah blah ~ Talk to few friends went to friend house play mah jong ~ dai di use laptop ~ slack talk talk talk
O_O' never knew so much about it ~ till my friend told me LOL !!lalalalala ~
Heard stuff about things but ~ =\ i better dont cut in x) not my issue anymore i will keep quiet.
Well i want to GET A for my subjects ;D
So im going to study all the way till MONDAY MORNING !
MONDAY AFTERNOON EXAM ! DAMN IT !

Hi ?

2011-08-14T22:55:00.001+08:00

Badminton Training on Saturday was TOUGH ! but i like it ! =D TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN !
I will win that barstard person =.=
Exams/Test coming !!! >_<" I hope i can do it !
ohhh and now i feel so Fragile and Frozen,Some how i was more broken. Being Heartless~
Another problems are adding in !
i can feel there's something bad going to happen again... i don't know what but it is going to be ..
i shall sleep now =)

Badminton =)

2011-08-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

Arrrhhh !! Today Badminton training not bad i guess O_O'

Im proud of what i did LOL ~ Ran 3 round ~ go gym ~
coach even us me do 6point ==" it drain all my energy away !~
o well =\ training ! =)

I don't know if I should leave or believe you, either way, I'll still be here for you.

My promise to myself !~

2011-07-31T01:48:00.003+08:00

Im going to change =)
Change to the better ~ Which i don't even know what is good anymore =\
So yup ! Smile more ! Zhi High more !
Looks what im going to do next ! Because i don't even dont know what im doing !! xD
Let's hope things happen for a reason and god want me to learn ! =)
Im braver than before ! :D
now shake away teh tears and KEEP ON RUNING FORWARD !!
Im always me ! thats for sure ~ x) CHANGES are no need FoR CRAPS !

Don't change for ppl who won't change for you x)

I will start saving now ~ x)

Smile more !!! CYRUS ONG ! =D

2011-07-28T20:11:00.006+08:00

Blog ! O_O' how i wish you talked ! LOL !!!
o well atleast you are the only one that listens to all my stories LOL !
Damn im lame -_-' hahahas !!
haiss an empty space in me..
hahas i can't talk to her she will feel guilty and she also won't talk to me because it's like giving me false hope~
confusing isn't it? But i don't message her, i also feel weird
But i sure do miss her telling me things LOL !
i have to stop thinking about it !!!
She say be friend !!?? i think her meaning of friends for me, is stranger ~
how i hope we are still talking~
lalalala ! why FML ? when i think LFM, LIFE FUCK ME!

Some where in me is still crying.

slowly... over

2011-07-26T22:48:00.004+08:00

Dear God/Blog..
i know im nothing i know im not a christian or whatever ~
but why am i born with such pitiful life.. okay it's my love life i guess HAHAHAHAS !
i've been controlling myself not to go FB or Twitter ! because i knew i will be back my old pathetic and useless self again..
i know i still love her but she said she wants to MIA ?
sometimes people choose to leave not cause of selfish reasons,but they know that things will get worse if they stay.. i under stand that point ~

im just wants to talk to her like how i use to be.. now it's more like we are strangers then friends...

but she wants to be alone.. i respect her dissension and i understand why it must be made..
right now i don't even have a single person to talk to.. and there's no need for msn too i guess ..
Among you're friends, I care for you the most. Among you're friends, I love you the most. Among you're friends, you hurt me the most. 'Because I know that's all I am to you… among your friends
I tried everything single thing i could to make you stay but you went and i let you go.

thats all ....

She finally said out ~

2011-07-24T17:53:00.003+08:00

HEY BLOG ! I SUCK ^_^"
I suck at screwing Up :O !!!
Hahahahas o well ~ that just me, getting use to it =\
Heart: We were more than friends..
Brain: FRIENDS, FRIENDS, FRIENDS, ONLY FRIENDS ! SHUT UP HEART !
LoLs !! Arhhh September Maths EXAM !! Grrrr... and got other more shit exams ! =="
Focus on Exam ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! Nothing is bringing me down ! =D I WILL LAUGH IT BACK AGAIN !

What else can i do.... ? im just being kick around..

2011-07-18T21:16:00.003+08:00

Im just me...
when i ask you what happen to your finger you just ignore it...
and im sorry to worry about you skipping your meals ~
and sorry for worrying so much for you !!
my friends said you are treating me like a spare tyres
said you are not worth it to do so much but i still dont think SO !
you even ask my friend if i was telling the truth ? Nvm...that chapter is closed ..
and you said the stupid ones hold on ?
okay im sorry for trying to hold on so tightly...
and okay you only trusting yourself ? okay understand..so im not trust worthy ~
even if i ask why ? you will just say hard to explain over on the message , i say skype ?
you say "later lo" ?
what else can i say ?? I said "Okay =)" what you want me to say ?
i hate ppl saying "lor", "lah" to me !
not enough for you to just explain it to me ?
i know you don't even intent to tell me...

8July It All Ends ~ With the Word Bye ?

2011-07-08T20:10:00.005+08:00

Hmmmm ~ Well~ it's over... ;(
nothing i can do now!~ she said we will be friends ;)
Hahahahas ! although i still wish to talk to her but sadly im too lame ~ =\ i guess thats a bad thing...
well i did promise her to lend her a listening ear if she needed one i guess she forgotten about that too lol~

Now i guess she won't share a thing with me ~

I have to do the impossible right? hahas....

Somewhere...

Don't forget...

I guess this is Good Bye...

2011-07-07T21:59:00.001+08:00

Today was a worst day ~
she's going stop talking to me ~
which i don't even know what i did ....
and that is that even fair ? maybe it doesn't meant to be... Zzzz~
now im left here hanging like an idiot thinking what i did wrong ...
haisss... ohhh and i guess theres no use for msn !~there's no one to talk to anyway...
i guess this time she is seriously not talking to me...
i wonder why humans can forget someone so easily ~
interesting yet painful ~ haisss.....
well... monday is school fuck that ==' looks like this month is not going to be nice ~

27/6/2011

2011-06-27T21:34:00.006+08:00

Blog.... ==" im still sick... the 5th day of my sickness ~
and right now im awake and ready to talk to her but she's offline...
I what's app her ~ She's emoing...
She's not telling me anything...
last time she used to tell me everything but now she just keeping it all to herself ?
Did i pissed her off ? for not texting her during her lesson ?
During that time I was sick... i was having a headache ~ and at time i just ate my medicine ... i was sleepy thats why i went to sleep !it was not an excuse... really...
right now she's ignoring me !!!
what did i seriously do WRONG !?
i think my body temperature is going up !!
SERIOUSLY WHAT HAPPEN !?
My life is sad~

wednesday !! 6-22-2011

2011-06-22T20:46:00.005+08:00

Blog !!! Suddenly ppl come told me they knew YOU Existed !!! How amazing LOL !?
And they know who i love ? Thats more amazing ~
=\ isit a bad thing ? ==" .
Lawl !!!~ anyway today when gym xD It's EPIC ~ (Like always ) ~
She was there in school too =O !~ I missed my chance eating dinner with her ==' Wtf ~
Haisss~ is unlucky de lor ~

Lalalala ~ im still trying to keep myself ENTERTAIN !! =)
Currently listening to this music right now =)

sad life~

2011-06-16T20:19:00.021+08:00

Bloggy =) ~ Hi !!
today saw what she posted on FB !! =<
" Just because I ignore you, doesn't mean I'm over you. "
so.... ~ yup she's still thinking about him~
well i know i can't replace his place that easily... Zzzz ~
the worst part is she knew i love her =\
So i have no advice to give her LOL ! ~ it will only seems like a motive for me to ask her to accept me zzz~
I don't feel like being your CHOICE ! i want to be your Only CHOICE !
hahahahahas ! LIFE IS SO EPIC SAD ! Omg ! Laugh and Cry man !
I shall be ME !!! THE CYRUS ME !
I'M CYRUS THE GREAT !
the one who will be happy ! =) IM GREAT !
x) HAHAHAHA ! ok lah ~
I still love her so.... ~ YUP ! :) But better not keep my hopes high ~
Cause she still love him ! AND !! There's people chasing her also =)
I CAN FEEL IT ! hahahahahas ! so anytime she will just go away with other ppl....
ohhh and she's LIKE BUBBLES ! =D
STRONG* ~ CUTE ! =) and SMART =D
but i still think im stronger =X HAHAHAHA !

I Love her ~

2011-05-28T17:36:00.001+08:00

Lalalala Schools kinda of SUCKS ! Exams are coming !! Grrr i think i have to study =(
haisss and guess WHAT !? The exam is after my HOLIDAY !! ??? Wtf =(
This kind of Crappy ! HOLIDAY leh !! I will be in HOLIDAY MOOD ! study what shit !? =\
Ohh ohh and im in love with her ! =)
But sadly she dont want to be in love anymore and i guess she's still thinking of him... =(
So can anyone help me out over here !? =|
i really hope she is willing give me a chance =( if you are going to give me a chance i will try to make you HAPPY =D and the thing i can give is my FAITHFULNESS and my fragile HEART ! =)
and i hope you are willing to be my FAITHFULNESS TOO ! =D YOUR HEART WILL BE IN GOOD HANDS ! =) i promise !
and i beg you please don't break my heart... pretty please ? =(
But sadly.... the chances is really really slim for her to accept me~ T_T"

But i Have to SAY :
I Love her for always talking to ME ! =D
I Love her for telling me things which i don't even know ! =D
I Love her for falling asleep when she's doing things ! =D !!!!
I Love her for trying hard to cut down her weight !! =D
I Love to try asking her to do things which she dont even want to ^^? ( Which i always fail badly ~ LOL ! )
I Love her LAZINESS ! =X
I Love her for telling me which food she likes ! =D
I Love her for Texting me when im on my way to school and at school too! =D
I Love her for caring when im trouble ! =D
I Love her shopping Spree !! But she's need to cut down on that =X HAHAHAHAS ! Opps ~
and i LOVE her everything =) I DONT EVEN CARE HER WEIGHT =D ( but she cares alot~ =X )

But its always sucky when she tell me things about her EX~ =(
Sadly she haven't forgotten him yet.... i don't blame her~
blame myself for not being there in the first place...and for not knowing her sooner... so im really sorry....
and im sorry when you are bored i couldn't do anything about it~
and im sorry i always giving lame jokes which is not even funny ... i just want you to be happy... thats all...
Don't worry i dont think i have the guts to even tell you right now...
i hope you could really let "Love" in again~ please forget him and let me in to your heart ...